reason why (3)

I realize..
It's too late to be yours,coz someone else has been

I'll go back..
keep staying in my darkest room..
enjoy the all strange..

althought..

tonight, I hear that love sound come closer..

I need to go away, dear..

It's nice to met you yesterday..
It's miracle to meet you tomorrow..
and it's wonderful to be yours someday..

goodbye my love sound..
let me stay in my empty space till I find my light..

thank you..

Sidoarjo, 14 Juni 2010

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reason why (2)

tonight..
I hear that love sound
so close from this dark room

I know I miss that sound too much
even I also know I'll lose it too much

it's hard..
coz it's hurt..
coz it's impossible to hold you in my arms
coz it's fool to kiss you in my dreams

I know I don't need to stay away
better go away
even I know I'll miss that love sound too much..

sidoarjo, 9 Juni 2010

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reason why.. (1)

now..
I am standing in a large room
here is no light

too many wall
too much strange sounds
too many strange face

and too dark here..

I hear a love sound far from this dark room..
but I still stay here..

let me feel the all strange..

I know I need to go out..
but I love this place..
too much love for this place..

but, those wall, those sound, and those face don't care about this feeling..

I know I need to go out..
but I don't know how..

too much love for this place..
that they never realize..


sidoarjo,7 Juni 2010
(for you all that always in my mind, "love you much")

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